Saturday

Arg. So tired. No words to describe the heavy feeling in my eyes that seems to be weighing down every aspect of my being. I do it to myself so hold the pity. I am very excited about my weekend. FLIGHT 6:50pm this evening DESTINATION Victoria. Visiting an old friend :) very excited to spend some quality time that seems to be much overdue.

photos:)

:P

consume. consume. consume.

and don't forget to sell yourself while you're at it.

please let it be good

I am a very strong believer in first impressions not because you can judge a person on who they are, but to measure how much they actually care to let you know..how much..they care?
I don't know.
I know I have the strong ability to hold a grudge >> I wish I didn't. Because sometimes the past good is overshadowed by even more past bad.

Let it go. Let it go. Or deal with what you really feel, but please remember you don't feel anything. Keep telling yourself that.
I only have 3 more months to let it go.

mountain party

I miss Golden, and pissing in the bush. The spontaneous nights must fall upon us again very very soon.
nothing like crisp mountain air filling my lungs as I spin and spin to the bass as the sun comes up.

we walk along the path together always at one point or another, we are always there.
Rocks with me from every place
they guide the path back to where I started.
Solid and permanent they always mark place and time.

your words

"I'm so excited"

about shams? me too

"Yes that, but I'm excited about us"

worth watching

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAaQNACwaLw

if I felt the need to justify myself..;)

“Vegetarian diets offer a number of nutritional benefits, including lower levels of saturated fat, cholesterol, and animal protein, as well as higher levels of carbohydrates, fiber, magnesium, potassium, folate, and antioxidants such as vitamins C and E and phytochemicals. Vegetarians have been reported to have lower body mass indices than nonvegetarians, as well as lower rates of death from ischemic heart disease; vegetarians also show lower blood cholesterol levels; lower blood pressure; and lower rates of hypertension, type 2 diabetes, and prostate and colon cancer.”
--American Dietetic Association, June 2003 position paper

no longer

I don't pity you, as you seem to have found your niche; the one you have been searching for since I have known you. However your chameleon-like tendencies imply false fronts poised perfectly with the essential hardened accessories. I know longer feel the fondness I once did for you as the person you are seems to have changed back to who you were brought up to be. The person that left a bad taste in my mouth 4th period in grade 11. I know my person, I know it's tendancy to change so I can respect the fact, perhaps the optimist in me views change as a progessive movement upward; the realist in me knows this isn't the case. Two steps back, it's as if you dug in deep and didn't like what you saw. The surface is better, you probably said to yourself I can now change it's lanscape. However both mirror nothing significant.

It's like I was given a taste of what you could have been, I pity you don't have the capacity

Change

change; a euphemism for I hate what you've become

The Barn

This is my favourite comic strip

Its really not even that funny

But the sheep is my favourite

ha.

UGH

I am so frustrated with people around me currently, at this moment in time. Excuse me, I'm glad you have nothing to say and it's good that we can be friends as soon as the semester starts. I think you should shut up because you think you have way too many things to say that I really don't want to hear that you DIDN'T come up with yourself. Finally, I think you should come around more often and I hate myself for letting it go

THERE

I wish I could have a proper temper tantrum. I sound like a child but where better to rant then online for the world to witness. Somehow my book of writings seems too private. Does this still come off as passive aggressive..I would think so.

in time

disguised comfort in all its forms
you make me safe
jittery
spastic
love is in place
I anticipate life around you
the excitement in experience
or otherwise fantasizing over it
intoxicates me
to a point of sheer and utter exhaustion
in all I could hope to do
your accidental sentences
fuel my mental images
perfectly