To what extent are we able to determine our own locus of control. To what point are we supposed to decide (to the best of our ability) how we feel about our own lives or is this determined for you. Grasp tightly on all that it means to feel responsible, we are supposed to be on a continuum. The perfect balance between two extremes. I don't know how I feel, to spend my time analyzing the minds of the sick you are unable to compare your own to the deprived. Is it selfish of my mind to feed off the information of that which is deemed 'abnormal'? Or is the human curiosity coming out in me, in a car crash scenario?
I can never look away.
