Life Calls

There comes a time when an individual is able to slow down in a persistantly hectic life to let it all swirl by in patterns, forcing you to remind yourself about how lucky you are. Luck perhaps has nothing to do with it, only the premise that you have built the structures around you to live the life you have chosen to live, whether this be positive or negative. My current infatuation for life drives me into tempting thoughts and dreams of things that just might be acheivable. Where is it that Ill be in 4 months? Somewhere the same or somewhere completely different I have no idea. How is that the potentially stale nature of a long-term relationship has the ability to be squashed by you just being you, and us just being us. Everything is dynamic and constantly changing and every time we take another dive I feel elated, and that I could possibly be one of the luckier ones. I realize now, that growing up and maturing is taken for granted but it also sneaks up on you. I now posses thoughts I didn't even know I had the ability to comprehend whether or not I credit them to a specific experience or individual. I have a lust for the world around me at this current moment and want nothing more then to cast away all second thoughts and regrets regardless of the situation and be.